BriBee wrote:
I care too much which sometimes makes me push. But I think I pushed too far this time and now I think I lose. The thought makes me hurt..so much. It's like something inside of me broke and there's no one to blame besides myself. Maybe it's a good thing. Because if I push everyone away they won't see how worthless I am. :(
Aww please don't say that.
Im sure youre a wonderful person to be with. Im sure theres a reason to why you do it, without meaning to.
Putting yourself down like that doesn't really help either... It may seem like a temporary fix but its just going to damage you more than anything.
Caring is a good thing, i just dont get the whole "push them away" part...