So here my dumb ass was, laying in bed withdrawaling and feeling like shit after blowing through a gram of an rc opiate active in the low milligram range (U47700) and pondering my life. I had come to the conclusion that im a total fucking idiot and that I've been a real piece of shit with my drug use, neglecting responsibilities and socialization in order to indulge in drugs. My regular schedule would be as follows

7:00 - Wake up for work and take a shower
7:30 - Drink a cup of coffee and smoke a bowl
8:00 - leave for work
12:00 - Leave work to get high again on my lunch break
4:30 - get off work, get home and smoke some more
6:00 - eat dinner and smoke even more
8:00 - smoke habitually over the next few hours while watching tv or playing css
11:00 - go to sleep

I would also use other drugs such as LSD and Psilocybin mushrooms 1-2 times per month, and other drugs (like opiates, stimulants, others) 1-2 times per month as well

It wasn't until I was in a bad place when i really thought to myself "Why am i wasting my life just getting high when I could allocate that time by learning a new skill or taking up a hobby". This introspection has caused me to reconsider my drug use as a whole and cut back, while still allowing myself to indulge occasionally. I never thought that I'd have to create a plan in order to regulate my drug use, the plan as follows;

Weed - starting off by only smoking in the evenings after dinner then eventually only on the weekends with an end-game of only smoking a few times a week

Psychedelics - once every 2-3 months

Opiates - once every few months

Most others - few times a year

Although i very much enjoy getting stoned ( as well as doing other drugs ) weed, and other drugs to a lesser extent tend to make me even lazier than I am and completely kill any motivation I have if used habitually. This leads me to one more point, an idea which i have been casually considering which would be cutting back on all drugs except amphetamines and related stimulants (methamphetamine, cathinones, methylphenidate, etc) as these drugs have supplied me with more motivation than I would ever have sober under any circumstance. I realize that there are some potential health concerns with a daily stimulant habit, but if used in lower doses, the potential neurotoxicity and cardiotoxicity is reduced to very low levels of risk(with some stimulants such as methamphetamine actually being neuroprotective in lower recreational and therapeautic doses). However much you may consider using stimulants in this way as being a crutch, I don't disagree with you but I believe that this sort of use can positively impact my life and further motivate me to learn more information, take up a hobby, partake in more social functions, and maybe even enroll in college and start building a better future for myself, and find things in life that make me feel fulfilled and happy

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Fuck College, become a truck driver they make way more money

Smoke all the alcohol and drink all the weeds

Go drunk, you're home.

I'm..not *gargle* drunk Morty.

Yeah my nigga only smoke weed.

I used to take xanax about daily for 2 years and drank lean heavy for a minute too. Everyday I just be zombie bruh. Done fucked around and had 2 seizures from dat shit but I aint touched dem shits in a couple months. But I was takin 5 bars at once a day, and id just wake up da next morning and repeat. Now i only be smoking gas.

I aint really fell in love wit no other pills doe, LSD and Shrooms cool every few months doe.

Put down da Lean and Xans ! Yea da weed way

drugs are bad. mmkay. dont do drugs

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I like smoking ocassionally and tripping sack on shrooms or acid once in a blue moon, but I would stay away from anything that would affect your mental and physical health. This isn't to scold you on using opiates, however there's a fine line between using them recreationally, and using them as a means of escape. You'll find yourself bro, just try kicking it for a while, or eat healthier. it'll do wonders for your confidence

+1
One thing that sketched me out about xanax is that if you take enough you start losing sense of reality. Life is already goofy, don't take more shit to make it worse

first thing im doing when i get out of class is eating some edibles and listen to some shitty prog music ftw