Recon Drogo wrote:
it feel like nobody treats me with no respect at all...
and it also feel like im just a burden to everybody
and i dont feel belong with nobody
Sounds like you should hang out with more people or try talking to people you don't normally, respect is nothing worth killing yourself over. Really there isn't anything worth ending your life for, there is always tomorrow and always a chance you will better your situation. You might even talk to your parents about this and see what they say, they brought you into this world and raised you this far. Even the worst parent is still a human and knowing your child is in such pain that suicide is a choice for them would make anyone care.
When I was younger I remember contemplating suicide a few times, but just when I thought things were so horrible and beyond help there would always be something that would remind me I should live. Suicide isn't a solution to anything, all it does is create more problems for those you leave behind, your family and your friends care deeply about you. You just need to always look on the brighter side of things, you can ask plenty of the older members and most of them will most likely have some story like your own where they thought about ending it but didn't, its kinda natural that at some point your going to experience depression or dark thoughts.
Go outside, ride a bike, eat something you like, watch a movie you like, talk to a friend or family member. Do something but don't sit around thinking about how bad things are anymore, that only makes shit get worse.
Recon Drogo
