I didn't really want to put this out there for the public, since as many of you know, I'm a pretty private person, but I felt like letting you clanfags in a little.
So. Let's begin.
Last few days have kinda sucked ass for me. Monday was a great day. Nothing to worry about, hung with friends all night, pretty sure I banned some people, not too mention some other awesome shit that happened at school. I mean, really, hanging with friends, banning faggots, and messing around with hot girls. How much better can your day get? (inb4smokeweedandyou'llsee)
So Tuesday on top of two very important tests; (and partially early in the morning), I made up a friendship with someone I considered one of my closest friends. Knows me better than I know myself half the time. We had been fighting a while and that night I finally came to grips with the idea that she had changed to the point that there was nothing left for us anymore. Kinda a bummer, but shit, gotta move on, right?
Well, that's where my week hit the low. I was upset over the sudden realization of a lost cause just to be hit with the fact that I had to confront a kid who joined our clan and stole my work from another clan, and stole the ranks for his clan from EgN (even our rank titles were linked to his site directly at one point).
"Oh, Savage gets to ban and yell at someone? How is that a bad thing?"
Well you see, I kinda liked this kid up until I found out about all of this shit. I had a look around his forums and other things just to find out an unnervingly large part of the shit he stole was my work. My time. My effort.
So yeah, I kinda liked the dude. He was kinda cool up until all of this happened. But even then, what you people don't realize is that I'm not who you imagine or want to believe I am.
I join Jailbreak and am flooded with hellos and such, and I don't mind. I don't mind that I am constantly asked to join Jailbreak to deal with rulebreakers or to sort out a dispute. I actually enjoy it because it's what I am here to do. It really irritates me more when I find out that people let a problem drag out over a few maps because they didn't want to "annoy" me. That being said; if you ever need me, call me. There are few who know those rules better than me, and they're rarely on at the same time as me.
And yeah, this was an FML at first but this kinda ran into a rant. So, my closing paragraph;
I wrote this because it's 3 AM and I was meaning to be asleep an hour and a half ago. Everyone else (just like me) has somewhere to be tomorrow for Thanksgiving (or School for you Euro/Canadianfags) and was already asleep, so I had no one to spam this towards. So I'd like to extend my ears. It's not me saying come to me with all your problems or I will send my own personal army after you, it's me saying if you ever need anyone, I'm here to talk or give advice. Kharn has rubbed off on me in more ways than one, and one of the best things he has passed along is that you should always be there for your clan members. I take this to a more personal level, but it's all the same. Hell, my TS3 password is password. Feel free to drop in and call me a faggot if it makes you feel better. (But call me cabbage and you get the bsns)
Haha, but I'll read it later. Seems to be some pretty heavy stuff doh.
Been there, done that. No regrets, never give up on what's important. Prioritize. Happiness is all that matters. I really like meowers but can't own any for the time being.
Software Developer with a fondness for Python & UE4.🐱👤
Been there, done that. No regrets, never give up on what's important. Prioritize. Happiness is all that matters. I really like meowers but can't own any for the time being.
Software Developer with a fondness for Python & UE4.🐱👤
http://www.personalitylab.org/ || "Big Five" Extraversion: 47 "High scorers tend to be sociable and outgoing. They prefer to be around people most of the time. High Extraversion is associated with being seen as more popular and more socially competent, having more friends and dating partners, being accident-prone, taking more study breaks, engaging in thrill-seeking and delinquent behavior, better performance in sales and management jobs, higher job satisfaction, earning a higher salary, having more leadership roles, attending more parties, exercising more frequently, belonging to a fraternity, playing a sport, smoking cigarettes, consuming more alcohol, and preference for hip-hop, soul, funk, electronic, rock, and heavy metal music.
Low scorers tend to be reserved and serious. They often prefer to be alone or with a few close friends. Low Extraversion is associated with engaging in fewer risky behaviors."
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Agreeableness: 57 "High scorers tend to be compassionate, good-natured, and eager to cooperate and avoid conflict. High Agreeableness is associated with being seen as more socially competent, with greater religiosity, greater willingness to help a stranger, and preference for pop, country, and religious music.
Low scorers tend to be hardheaded, skeptical, proud, and competitive. They tend to express their anger directly. Low Agreeableness is associated with having more dating partners, with smoking cigarettes, driving fast, and holding prejudicial views.
Agreeableness usually increases with age. Women tend to score higher on Agreeableness than do men."
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Conscientiousness: 61 "High scorers tend to be responsible and well-organized. They have high standards and work hard to achieve their goals. High Conscientiousness is associated with earning higher grades, scoring higher on verbal intelligence tests, better school attendance, spending more time studying and completing household chores, sleeping more, being more religious, better performance in most jobs, and exercising more frequently.
Low scorers tend to act spontaneously rather than making plans. They may pay little attention to details, are not very well-organized, and can sometimes be careless. Low Conscientiousness is associated with risky behavior, disciplinary problems, being accident-prone, more job changes, consuming more alcohol, and receiving more traffic tickets.
Conscientiousness usually increases with age."
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Neuroticism: 36 "High scorers tend to be sensitive, emotional, and prone to experience feelings that are upsetting. High Neuroticism is associated with exercising more frequently.
Low scorers tend to be secure, generally relaxed even under stressful conditions, and worry little. Low Neuroticism is associated with better physical and psychological health.
Neuroticism usually decreases with age. Women tend to score higher on Neuroticism than do men."
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Openness to Experience: 68 "High scorers tend to be open to new experiences. They have broad interests and are imaginative. High Openness is associated with earning better grades, scoring higher on general intelligence tests, playing a musical instrument, holding liberal political opinions, and with preference for rock, heavy metal, classical, jazz, blues, and folk music.
Low scorers tend to be down-to-earth, practical, traditional, and pretty much set in their ways. Low Openness is related to earning a higher salary, holding conservative political opinions, and having prejudicial views of minority groups."
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