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Author:  Terminator [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 5:12 am ]
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Why did I leave in the first place?

Alot of members were/are hypocrits. 2-faced people that wanted to act all nice and sweet and whatever just to look good to some people. I never liked that and most of the times those were the people that actually got what they wanted.
Call it being salty or whatever but it's not.
Those same people also licked ass and all that stuff as I have examples of and how stuff became biased because of that.

This together with the fact that I got to know a few other things that were kept secret from everybody and that people weren't allowed to know got my pretty pissed.

And at that point dyno left aswell, and I never made a secret of it he was the only person keeping me here, and he I didn't have a reason to stay in egn if it couldn't be honest with the members.


Why am I coming back now?

Since the meeting last night those secrets got told to Every body present and there was as much honesty as they could give. Aswell as the whole story of the shit that happened explained and people owning up to it. And that is something I could stay/rejoin for. That is if they let me after what I said.which brings me to the next point.

Did I mean what I said and why did I say it?

I sure as hell meant everything what I said in my loa. I have 0 regrets of saying the things I said apart from a few little things. I will not take back the truth I told about some people and some shit. And if they want to be pissed because their little story and character got called out then so be it.

Do I really have no regrets?

I do, I got a few people to apologise to tho

Sly for example, I'm sorry I bashed into u like that and also insult the shit out of u. But that's who I am. Did I mean harm with the part about u? Nope, not at all and I'm sorry when it came over like that. You're a cool dude and I like u man.

Matt, we did have a talk where u answered questions I had even after I insulted so many things about Egn
I told u I'm not taking back anything, however I do look forward to you changes.

Tricky, I probably slapped u in the face the most. U trusted me and I just....well I don't even know what to call it. And I'm sorry about that tho. I took some conclusions to quickly without having the full information which I ussualy don't do.

Simp, sorry for being a snake but meh u know my emotional ass.
I guess that's it.
Author:  AJtheGreyBeard025 [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 6:34 am ]
Post subject:  Re: Application and why
Maybe don’t burn bridges??? You didn’t need to make personal attacks! And I get it, we’re all humans so we won’t like everyone but doesn’t mean you have to roast someone who did literally nothing to you at the meeting and apparently went all out on your LOA when it seemed that
For the most part y’all just ignored each other.
Author:  Terminator [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 6:51 am ]
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AJtheGreyBeard025 wrote:
Maybe don’t burn bridges??? You didn’t need to make personal attacks! And I get it, we’re all humans so we won’t like everyone but doesn’t mean you have to roast someone who did literally nothing to you at the meeting and apparently went all out on your LOA when it seemed that
For the most part y’all just ignored each other.

I have no problem calling people out. If there was anything there that was wrong tell me. And I will apologise for it if it is actually wrong. But for the other stuff it's the truth. No matter how u want to spin it
Author:  Mr. Simplistic [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 7:32 am ]
Post subject:  Re: Application and why
Terminator wrote:
AJtheGreyBeard025 wrote:
Maybe don’t burn bridges??? You didn’t need to make personal attacks! And I get it, we’re all humans so we won’t like everyone but doesn’t mean you have to roast someone who did literally nothing to you at the meeting and apparently went all out on your LOA when it seemed that
For the most part y’all just ignored each other.

I have no problem calling people out. If there was anything there that was wrong tell me. And I will apologise for it if it is actually wrong. But for the other stuff it's the truth. No matter how u want to spin it

there is a difference between attacking people you dont like when you know you only have half the story and being honest and productive. I'm disappointed you still haven't learned the difference.
Author:  Sly [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 7:56 am ]
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Unblock and ill forgive u. We still have some to work on but this is a good start. Thank you and sorry for anything i said that hurt u too :)
Author:  Terminator [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 7:59 am ]
Post subject:  Re: Application and why
Mr. Simplistic wrote:
Terminator wrote:
AJtheGreyBeard025 wrote:
Maybe don’t burn bridges??? You didn’t need to make personal attacks! And I get it, we’re all humans so we won’t like everyone but doesn’t mean you have to roast someone who did literally nothing to you at the meeting and apparently went all out on your LOA when it seemed that
For the most part y’all just ignored each other.

I have no problem calling people out. If there was anything there that was wrong tell me. And I will apologise for it if it is actually wrong. But for the other stuff it's the truth. No matter how u want to spin it

there is a difference between attacking people you dont like when you know you only have half the story and being honest and productive. I'm disappointed you still haven't learned the difference.

I didn't say that I didn't attack anybody. I just said it was the truth. On some things I just to conclusions which i admit and for which i apologise. But for the stuff I said about some people I do not. That is who they are and how they act. I get some will disagree and will be like "fuck off", and that's fine.
Was it productive? Depends. I think the attacking part might not have been so productive, but if some people will now look at stuff with a different approach or will think twice before they trust people than I think it was productive.

Best way to do this? Nope I see that aswell, but it was the most direct way to do it.
Author:  Terminator [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 8:00 am ]
Post subject:  Re: Application and why
Sly wrote:
Unblock and ill forgive u. We still have some to work on but this is a good start. Thank you and sorry for anything i said that hurt u too :)

I didn't block u I straight up unfriended u, I'll add u tho
Author:  Smiles [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 8:19 am ]
Post subject:  Re: Application and why
#commitment #issues
Author:  Link [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 8:33 am ]
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Smiles wrote:
#commitment #issues
Author:  J-Dawg [ Thu Dec 20, 2018 8:53 am ]
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