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| Author: | Uchies [ Mon May 14, 2018 12:18 am ] |
| Post subject: | Relapsed |
EDIT: tl;dr i relapsed |
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| Author: | BriBee [ Mon May 14, 2018 1:22 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
Uchies wrote: So basically I've been several months clean. I had a drug test coming up in 5 days so I decided, in my mind, to relapse then so that I wouldn't be able to continuously do it. Basically only being able to get away with doing it once. I'm used to taking 20+ xanax bars at a time. I decided to only take 5 bars, and I woke up without remember anything about the whole day and parts of my house trashed... holes in the wall, etc. I basically feel like shit. I set up a deal to buy some acetone wash (coke) and nearly spun deep back into my ways. Not that anyone probably gives a shit, but... I was doing very well and didn't feel like I needed the drugs. Addiction is like an allergy in the brain. When you ingest the drugs, an addicted mind has a reaction. It will now take several months again for me to feel normal again. Hopefully this slip will only be the one time. Don't really have anyone to rant to. I'm not a social drug user, I only use drugs alone. Thought I would maybe feel better by posting this. 1) Don't ever think we don't care. You need someone to rant to? I'm always here for you my love <3 2) I'm sad you've relapsed but I also am glad you know what you did wrong. 3) It sucks but it will get better 4) You don't need to be alone. I believe in you. Every single aspect about you. <3 |
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| Author: | Y S0 S3R10US [ Mon May 14, 2018 3:36 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
That's rough man, but at least you know what you did was wrong, I believe in you my man. You can overcome your addiction, you can. Stay Strong! |
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| Author: | Young Lean [ Mon May 14, 2018 9:35 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
I know how it is, hmu if you wanna talk |
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| Author: | McNugget [ Mon May 14, 2018 4:45 pm ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
Damn man, I honestly cannot say i know what you are going through but if you wanna talk hmu |
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| Author: | mattlikespie [ Tue May 15, 2018 12:51 pm ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
if you need another supplier hmu jk had to lighten the mood. All seriousness take care bro, don't ever feel bad about posting stuff like this for us to read. It's a community after all, and I for one would love to see more of this. Hang in there bro! |
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| Author: | Sarge [ Wed May 16, 2018 4:02 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
Drugs are bad mmkay. |
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| Author: | Ffs [ Wed May 16, 2018 6:04 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
It's sad to see this Uchie, I hope you can make it past the addiction and "function" again. -Dream |
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| Author: | Ayman Vlogs [ Wed May 16, 2018 6:25 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
Take care |
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| Author: | SpazzO [ Wed May 16, 2018 9:58 am ] |
| Post subject: | Re: Relapsed |
mattlikespie wrote: I for one would love to see more of this. Quote of the year.... lol Try not to stress it brudah. These things take time and recognizing the problem is the first step to fix it. Much love, my dude. |
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